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2009-08-24T18:16:00.002+08:00

2009-08-14T22:21:00.006+08:00

Been trying really hard to study this week. Even going out to study but somehow stopped before i could even start. How sad!

Today was my first paper, english was okay. But my mt paper was nothing but good.
I did try my best i think. At least i gain minutes of rest during my mt paper.
After my papers, went out. Saw my HOTFRIEND today. Then after that met up with lewis and swee. Did nothing at all, and as soon as i knew it i was otw home.
Somehow hanging out with swee and friends seems nice, but being with swee and others is even better, even thought we dont do much. Just love them both! BUT my babylove will never be missing in any part of my life (:

I want to get a dream catcher, i find the history of it cool. I LIKE!

One out of many, story behind a Dream Cather:
According to Native Americans, dreams that humans have while they sleep, are sent by sacred spirits as messages. According to their Legend, in the center of the Dream Catcher there is a hole. Good dreams are permitted to reach the sleeper through this hole in the web. As for the bad dreams, the web traps them and they disappear at dawn with the first light. For some, they try to determine what messages are being past onto them and what the message represents.

The Dream Catcher represents several meanings. All of the decorations and materials used to decorate them, all have a special meaning. A single bead in the middle may represent the spider that is on the web. Scattered beads throughout the web may represent good dreams that may have been caught throughout the night. A feather represents a symbol of breath or air which is attached so it hangs from the center of the ring. It is essential for life. A baby watching the air playing with the feather on her cradleboard was entertained while also being given a lesson on the importance of good air.. . . . . . interested? search the net.

2009-07-19T13:41:00.006+08:00

BACK!
but not staying long.

I have been really sick the whole week. Was down with a very high fever.
I got 7days of mc, its the longest mc i had ever! damn!beautiful(:
After 5days of fever, i feeling better now(only).
The worse part of being sick is the feelingg. arrhhh!
At times, i hate not being in school. I just feel that i will be missing out in alot alot of revision for my nlevels.

I had plans for this week before i got sicck and all! Well, i didnt get to do anything at all, how sad. To watch the new HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE was one of my plans on the 16th. Public Enemies Release Date: 23rd July 2009, can wait to catch this show too my "boyfriend" Johnny Depp is Acting on the show, so i hope i wont miss it.

Hopefully, i will be very fine on 03 December 2009. Cant wait to catch The Twilight Saga New Moon & Zombieland

2008-11-04T03:17:00.003+08:00

I kinda just notice that i blog once every month. Its kinda stupid having a blog ya, i mean if i just blog once a month only. So ya, been busy with work and all. Working like everyday again cause the holidays are here again. A couple friends and i decided to work togther this two months was a so not going to happen cause everyone is like kinda going there own way or maybe some is just lazy to go around again look of work again, & that will be so me.

This year was the fastest year yet, its been a boring one too. But somehow im still gonna miss it. The only two best thing this year is going great, I made it to sec 4 but i dont think sec4 will be normal cause alot of people retain and i mean alot. I'll miss someone next yr cause i'll just miss that someone k. And the other thing is that, that he is still around. And i swear i'll miss him like shitty shit if he ever gone. But i'll never ever want it to happen, never ever.

Tomorrow is my off but i'll be going out with my best-Ass, havent seen her in almost 2weeks+ and i miss her like hell already. We have never not seen each other less then a week. So ya, im excited to meet her tomorrow!

2008-10-02T18:01:00.012+08:00

So, here i am again after not blogging for one whole month and one day. This year had past like the speed of light, its super fast.

Dear You,
There is only one best thing that had happened to me this whole year and it you. "& what if one day .... i remember what you told me yesterday night, and ya.. what if? who knows.."
Our feelings for one another are way different from others, friends yet in love but being friends are what we are good at for now but yet, who knows forever NAH, dont really think we'll let it happened right?. " But i want you to know i'll be there forever. -i can wait forever babe- & thats wad you always say." & i want you to know that my feelings grows stronger listening to your voice and everything more.
He isnt my boyfriend but i love his hugs, his smile, he advices, his kindness and times we laugh together plus everything more, & i guess i have fallen in love with our friendship (:

And if i pass my exams this year and make it to secondary 4 will be the second best thing this year. But i'll still be hopeing for one. Exams is the whole for next week.
Cant wait for it but some how not even pepared. And ya.. cant wait for exams to end as well. Good Luck babes for the final year exams!

2008-09-01T18:54:00.002+08:00

First day of the month, hmmm, and im at home bored to dead. And im so
missing my best-Ass. Its going to be a school holiday this whole week and plus im so lazy to go out so, im staying home cleaning the home and doing my hw. But i sure will miss going to school and all. But im sure that i enjoy being at hm :D
And i sure will have alot of time to do my own things at hm, plus watching old movies will be nice too (:
A Cinderella Story has been on my mind the past week already. And i dont know why,
i so wanna watch the movie again, i dont remember when was the last time i watched it. Touching storys are so my thing, i love watching them and
crying, even for movies like this. i feel so weak-hearted but it feels good. hahahahah! and this is so my fav part but watching the whole movie is so much better.

"waiting for you is like waiting for the rain in this drought. USELESS & DISAPPOINTING"

p.s im so missing you right now babe.

2008-07-30T18:30:00.002+08:00

I hurt inside and cry,
because I can't tell you
about my feelings for you.

You are my friend
and I'm yours too.
That's why I don't want to tell you
how my heart enjoys being with you.

I don't want to ruin our friendship
by wanting to start a relationship
but I need to tell you,
cuz i can't learn how to stop loving you.

2008-07-27T03:57:00.000+08:00

Start work yesterday, actually i was meeting ijal before going to work but he didnt even reply the msg i sent him, so i just headed to work. I took the bus late and i was 15mins late for work. Saturday was always busy. I had fun working because of the company and not because of the busy busy work. I was so excited to see them. Soon after alot of work it was my break. I had lunch alone as aziz was working later at around 5pm. And after that back to more work... Met with aziz before he started work, we chated for awhile and we both headed off to work again... i was working till 10 yesterday. I had a freaking headache during and till after work. I saw and and her sister in the mrt and i think she was with her bro too but i dont think she has one, anyways he was kinda cute ,hehe. Got home carrying the headache along from work and a friend. A friend is making me so worried, but i so dont know wad to do to help. Its a long story on that. I was so tired when i got home. But i was till on the phone with Hafiq. We talked for awhile. Then i took my dinner but then i fell aslp before even call hafiq back. So sorry Hafiq for keeping you waiting.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAHI,
good luck for your o's and more to come.
Take care buddy!

2008-07-19T07:00:00.000+08:00

I woke up late today, & I was too lazy and tired to get ready for school, so took my own sweet time. i thought that i wouldnt be late for school like yesterday but i was. The best part is i was late by just one mintue! I hate being late because of detention class after school, it is super boring and it is just a waste of your time. But at least today is friday, school ends at 12.15pm so detention time will seem shorter. Actully iam late for the first time this whole year, they are to let me off as first timer are let off but i wasnt. Thats so unfair. But at least being late was okay as i didnt have to attent chinese lesson again. I didnt attent any chinese lessons the whole week. Thats great man, you guys do not know how much i hate chinese lesson. It is super boring and plus i dont understand much, so what the hell am i wasting my time sitting in class and all. After detention, best-Ass and i went to eat lunch. We ate Long John. I havent ate Long John in a very long time. While eating i was thinking about someone i missed so much. Hope to see him soon

2008-07-18T08:45:00.000+08:00

Sick of school & Super sick of life. The best part is im sick with this terrible flu. (And you guessed it) It sucks. I have always wish to get sick as i dont really fall ill. But now when im sick, i hope i havent wish to get sick at all. If being sick isnt enough. My morning had to become even worst. Firstly, i woke up super late for school which starts at 7.25am. I woke up around 7! Bad enough i had to rush to school, i coludnt find my uniform. I then decided to wear the old one but i can only find the top and not the skirt. So i took the top and wore it with the new skirt. Thats not the worse part, i was rushing to wear the uniform, when i was putting on my skirt the zipper was stuck, i just used all my strenght to pull it but then ... ... the zipper tore half way, thank god i still could wear it but i had to just put a pin to hold it together and i was ready to go. i wasnt late for school btw, i made it just on time. I guess you can tell that my thurday morning sucked to the core! Hopfully this wouldnt happened again. And am wishing the terribel flu away for good... ...

special day on 16July.
May all your wishes some true and hope for a better life ahead,take care good friend!

2008-07-04T12:17:00.000+08:00

School sucks when you have to stay in class to listen to the teachers who are very boring. And force yourself to study when you know you cannot. But a least going to school make my week pass even faster. But still school is really boring thats what i know. I just cant wait to get my class test over and done with. So i can prove to the people around me that im not as s-t-u-p-i-d as they think. Somehow i feel ready to do the test but somehow i not really prepared. I dont know la. Today was my chinese class test and i dont think i can pass, DUH. i dont think i have any hope to pass my chinese. i did what i could do but im sure it wasnt good enough. I just wish i could do really good in my studies and all. I believe if i do it then i can prove it to everyone(: Anyways, i still do miss working and still planning to go back and start working again while studying at the same time.

2008-06-29T08:48:00.000+08:00

a new post, finally!
it's been months since i blogged. During those months i was learning to let go memories of jack. Somehow i did let go of some, but the rest were unforgetable.
June Holidays, was great! I got a part-time job at vivo city! I started working on the first week of the holidays. I was working alone on my first day as my Best-Ass couldnt make it. Its started out ok plus i wasnt as tired as i thought i would be.
On the second day, my Best-Ass finally could make it. I thought she will just leave me all on my own. But she didnt let me down at all, i know i can always count on her.
Working there made me feel complete with her persent. She knows how to make me smile and encourage me whenever i need it. She also know how to cheer me up when im in deep shit. She knows it all! I feel that no one can separate us. I dont know what will i be without her in my life. She competes me! Sometimes we also just in fight with each other. But it wouldnt last very long.
We started feeling tried and sleepy as the days pass. But we still worked normally with smiles on our faces. People at our work area we very very friendly and super nice. They made us feel like no outsider. They surely will not be forgotten.
During one of the days, i met a guy! He is really nice but really playful. I can say he is a joker. We got to know more of each other as weeks passed by. I spent alot of time with him but not more then the time i spent with my Best-Ass! She'll still be the best even thought there is a guy in my life! I treasure our friendship the most!
Holidays were near to ending, and felt no really in the mood of going to school and more not in the mood of leaving work! But i had not other choice but to go back to school. But i still havent quit my part-time job, i still will want to carry on working and schooling at the same time but not for the moment. Right before the day school start, i when to cut my hair. And that was the worse move i made the whole month! My hair turn out fugly,and i hate it. For now on i wont be cutting my hair till it is really2 long! I already promised my Best-Ass! Even though i see her everyday, i still miss her really bad! Plus, i miss working & someone.

2008-03-15T06:45:00.000+08:00

dear readers,
i know i havent be blogging for awhile now.
i still would not be blogging for a period of time after this till i feel like my normal self!. im just having a hard time getting over something or someone!
no one understand the position im in now.
to torn: here, i just blogged! enjoy -_-

to that someone,
i wouldnt stop smiling everytime i say hello when you call.
i would not forget everything.
everytime you make the stupid noises over the phone,
make potato at night cause you were hungry after work,
the songs you played on your guitar,
plus the woof woof nickname i gave you,
and there is many more stuff i will not forget about you.
i feel like i have know alot about you
but there is still more about you i wanna know
but now it is kinda too late i guess. there will always be a place in my heart for you. im not sorry got to know you, i feel that im one of the lucky ones that got to know you, alot things about you will not be forgotten! i swear.
I MISS YOU ALOT WOOF WOOF!

so long and goodbye(:

2008-02-16T18:45:00.000+08:00

birthday is just a day!
but you become older lah thats all, i dont think becoming older is nice!
my birthday was not really wad i wanted it to be. it actually sux.
but not when im with danial. its nice being around him even if he is not so nice, HAHA! but he can be really nice lah. He is nice lah.. i think he is great always but he dont know that (= i want him to know it but i dont know how to let him know. nvm!
we had dinner together thats all. i bought this cake which i find it very cute for him. but very mini! hope he enjoyed it! i enjoyed myself everytime im with him but even if we never do anything much!

2008-02-15T15:12:00.000+08:00

happy valentine's day!
today school was kinda boring like usual.
i had chemistry lesson today and mrs bala is not so nice,
she hated me since sec one and i dont know why!
i handed her my GREEN chem file last monday & she didnt got it
today she asked the class to hand in their files and i was like the only one who didnt have it because she lose it.
The first one to hand in but the only one who does not have the file.
and my green file the green was so nice lah, and she lose it!
After school, went to meet danial! And i was LATE!
we then went to watch movie (JUMPER) the show was okae, but it was better watching it with him, if not it will be very boring. I had a nice time with danial today even thought we didnt do anything much. i had to be back early because my sis was alone at home. He told me he was going to work but NO he didnt. he then called me later when i was at home and say that he was at home & he wasnt going to work. i didnt really mind. He was tired anyways. We talked for awhile. Soon later, early in the night, he was so tired that he slept at around 9+ i think so. I then didnt have anything to do at all. Till now, which is blogging.okae, Think im going to sleep now.
night and i cant wait till my birthday(two more days)

2008-02-13T14:04:00.000+08:00

im getting lazier as the days passes by! im blogging right now cause i wanna keep myself awake, if im lying on the bed right now and do nothing i would have fallen asleep by now! im waiting for someone to kinda like finish work. Cause i wanna talk to you, just so you know i do miss you alot! SO HURRY UP ALREADY!
Today, school was kinda suck cause i had DNT today plus i was very sleepy in class most of the time! I had social studies test, i suck in studies already and i sure suck at tests too! i did rubbish surely, but hopefully i still pass. i already fail my geo & i do not wanna fail social studies too, i got zero for geo lah. First time i fail geo sey! nevermind, i didnt study lah thats all. After/ during the test, someone pour water on my shoes while i was sleeping. And it was so very wet!
I woke up and i thought it was herman so i pour the bottle of water on his chair.
he got really dame mad at me. At that point of time i was think 'why on earth is he mad at me when he started everything'.Soon i came to know it wasnt him and it was ISA!!!!i didnt do anything after that cause i didnt wanted to start and problem & plus i was already tired at that time! To nurherman i dame sorry ya )=
After school, i when to zakiyyah house with amalia. We made pancakes for LUNCH!
with orange juice. EWWW, orange! Just after eating one pancake each we were already full! After that we played monoploy. I didnt play that game in a very long long time.
We started to had fun then my mother called she needed me to be back home to do something! So i came home, but she wasnt at home. So i didnt do anything!
OKAE, thats the end of my boring tuesday!
P.S i cant wait till thursday!
and btw, i do miss talking to you till early morning! nowadays you fall asleep first!

2008-02-02T15:39:00.000+08:00

one month is over just like that.
blogging today,im always lazy to blog!
i deleted most of my past post, i just felt like it.
anyways, this week is normal as all the weeks this year!
but something happened with me and dan and im really sorry dan,
you know i didnt meant to do what i did. you have always been a good friend since sec one. you have also helped me alot and i just wanna say sorry again.
school just sucks, and i feel that i have changed alot from last year
& it is a good thing for me. But not much people know that i have changed!
i dont really care much now cause if i dont change nothing much will change with the friends around me. Enough about this crap about me. And today is friday, school is kinda good on friday but u have to always b back early on fridays. Cause i have to clean up the whole house, but nowadays it is different. sharrleen is always working then my younger sis always come back late every friday then i would have to clean the whole house by myself, while last time sharleen will be around to help. i kinda miss her, miss talking to her, and her irrating voice and all. Danial is like my everynight dream, cause i talk to him everynight. i love playing stupid games on the phone with him. i feel very different without talking to him, it feels like my day isnt complete.
i love gummys more then danial do =P

2008-01-22T07:03:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!

THE FIRST POST THIS YEAR. Okay, havent been busy lately but i had been lazy to blog!
anyways i blogging today. So, lets start with the new year.
It wasnt really that great was kinda boring. Then two days later or maybe three,
my family got into a big fight again as always. I was hoping that there will be lesser fight this year but no, not even ONE week after new year we already got into a fight! Hopefully at least one month there will not be one fight at all. OKAY!
Next, school! School is kinda boring not kinda, SUPER! i'am trying my very best to change myself and my studies this year, hopefully people like my parents notice that iam changing or at least wanting to change. But they do really care, they will just think iam the same person! Iam planning not to hang out like late but is just the friends around me or the people i mixing with. (dont wanna say any names) they will like force me to stay with them and all, and iam the type of person thats who dont say no easily! & thats sucks! - Isa and i are like not so close like last year at all! This year we are in the same class but we dont really talk at all, he is like very very very and many many more very different! OKAY, enough of him.
Everynight is different without talking danial. Is like during the holidays we talk for very long hours and now i have school, i have to wake up early and all. & he have work then i will have to wait for him to reach home so that he can call me but by then i'll be sleeping like a pig already. And my mama will like take my phone at 11PM cause she says thats if my phone is with me i wont be sleeping till morning! She loves talking crap lah. I hate it when she takes my phone.
And today i didnt go to school, was like no feeling well and all. And i had to miss math lesson and if i miss math lesson i will not understand anything the next lesson!hopefully after all that had happened this jan will change for the better the coming months.

and i miss KHUZAIMAH BTE ISMAIL & DANIAL (=

2007-12-30T06:25:00.000+08:00

1. Do the following without complains.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
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Favourites
Colour: GREEN & White
Food: shusi
Song: alot
Movie: alot
Sport: -
Day of the week: not even one
Season: summer
Ice-cream: strawberry

Current
Mood: bored
Taste: candy
Clothes: t-shirt and shorts
Desktop: computer!
Toenail: short
Time: 2:01pm
Surroundings: music
Annoyances: typing this shit!
Thoughts: thinking what to type here!

First
Best Friend: no clue(:
Crush: (???)
Movie: errr; forgot
Lie: lied to many times to remember the first
Music: forgot

Lasts
Cigarette: cant remember
Drink(Alcohol): red horse beer
Car Ride: my dad came to pick us up from the airport on 24 Dec
Phone Call: daniel
CD played: -

Have you ever
Dated your bestfriend: no
Broken the law: once -i think-
Been arrested: *&#%
Skinny-Dipped: no
Been on Tv: no
Kissed Someone you dont know: no

5 things you are wearing: shirt, short, undies, bra & hair clip
4 things you've have done today: eat, use the bathroom, brush my teeth, message friends
3 thing you can hear right now: HSM2 cast (is more then three)
1 thing you do when you are bored: talk on the phone!

5 people to do this
1. Khuza
2. Sharleen
3. Slimy
4. Ayesha
5. Anyone who is viewed my blog

END

2007-12-25T08:45:00.000+08:00

iam back from my motherland
but i feel very different after one whole month there.
i kinda feel like not me,
and i have been thinking so much about something.
i dont even know why, but i just dont know.
Firstly my motherland was SUPER GREAT!
but i dont really wanna call it my motherland anymore,
cause it feels more like home to you.
Actually i been thinking about something alot.
but iam still not done thinking.
the something that iam thinking is kinda really hard to decide.
hoping i come to a point someday, cause its making me feel un-easy.

holiday with family was fun
+ more fun when i kinda have a crush on someone.
it will be better if i spent my xmas there.
'home' was very beautiful. we didnt take many pictures of us
but many of the place we have been to (:
i miss them so much already ):
i really enjoyed myself over there, it was way too super great for me to say more {fullstop}

theres too many to upload but iam too lazy

2007-11-22T15:54:00.000+08:00

My past week wasnt so good at all. But who cares! Whatever it is. Today i bought my books for next year and it is DAME FUCK HEAVY! like wad the hell! Anyways, all that i'll be hoping now is for my next 4 weeks to be at least a ok! iam sure it will be ok but i'll miss ALOT OF PEOPLE in singapore. Fyi i'll be flying off to what akir calls my "mother land" for 1 month but to make it seem shorter lets put it as 4 weeks. But still its long lah! I'll actually be leaving on 25th Nov to 23th Dec. At first i didnt really want to go because my mum had this bad feeling that scared not only me but my elder sister. But now i dont really wanna think about it lah! Anyways my sister sharleen will be there for only 2 weeks. Not fair sey! I have to like start packing tomorrow or on friday. But i hope to meet up with friends too! You may never know if i dont even return ): But now i also dont really feel like going cause i'll MISS those assholes! i hope you will be here when i return!!

2007-11-22T15:23:00.000+08:00

AKIR

isa

khuza

daniel(jack)

herman

naz

you count the minutes & i'll count the miles

2007-11-12T15:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday, sis and i went shopping. We spent alot on just a few tops, how dumb are we :D & i also finally bought the skinny GREEN jeans that i always wanted. And siddenly i totally forgot wad happened yesterday. But i remember this, i tried calling Z alot of time yesterday but he didnt answer finally he answered but he scolded me on the phone. And he came home drunk! I cant really stop him. At least he came home and still called me. ILY

Today, i didnt go anywhere. But am kinda upset because of my handphone, i really cant see anything when am typing. i really really need to repair my hp before i leave singapore!

2007-10-30T14:54:00.000+08:00

Today i woke up dame late as usual. I was on the phone with hustler late, but it was fun lah. I just got to know him actually. About yeasterday first, i had to meet up with isa khuza and whoever but i woke up dame late, isa gave me around 20 missed called but i still didnt get up. Until khuza called my sis hp and she woke me up. But still i was too late. Nevermind, just wanna let isa know iam sorry i didnt wake up and not coming along with you guys. Today i stayed home the whole day and didnt do anything but talk to hustler. He is really fun to talk to.
HAPPY TALKING HUSTLER!

Why have you changed alot, i want the old you back!

to that someone in my heart always.

2007-10-27T07:49:00.000+08:00

iam so like dame lazy to blog suddenly, since i dont have anything to do so i'll just blog crap. Today i woke up very late for school so i didnt go. I slept late last night again, everyday actually.But i was always up waiting to hear anything from akir. But at least he calls sometimes. i miss him so dame much. Anyways today we got to know wad class we are in next year. Thanks to khuza i think i know wad class am in. And isa and i got into the same class but khuza didnt, i hope we still like talk and wad so ever. I dont know really know who is in my class next year. But i'll find out. And the stupid subject i got is Design and Technology but i really wanted art. But i think i can do it. I hope i can at least study not like this year.
fyi, i got into 3NC

2007-10-19T14:36:00.000+08:00

Today i got back my final year results and iam kinda happy with it, but iam not sure if my dad is! We did nothing much in class but just get back our results. Even if i didnt do very well iam happy that i have just pass! hopefully i'll be in sec 3 next year with the rest of them.

Mother Tougue Paper1 & 2 - 34/100

English Paper 1 & 2 - 60/110

Geography - 68/100

Literature - 57/100

Mathematices Paper 1 & 2 - 42/100

Science - 54/100

Design and Technology - 50/100

Arts - 31/50

History - 53/100

Civics & Moral Education - .

2007-10-13T14:50:00.000+08:00

Finally i done with me fucking exam.
today was my last paper, and today is the day that i can confirm that exam is 100% over! But the fuck up part is that my dad still do not wanna give me back my handphone, wad more does he want for me. iam in a so fucked up mood now. shit everyone!

2007-10-12T13:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday i totally didnt study for my history paper, not even one thing. i was like kinda tired last night. Then in the morning, i wasnt like scared or wad so ever. But when the paper begun i still wasnt scared. When i got to section B part 2 i couldnt do anything not even one question. I wrote crap one the paper; iam kinda scared that i would fail actually iam dame scared, but there is nothing i can do. I just know that i totally fail my history!

2007-10-11T09:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's Science paper was kinda easy. I stayed up till 3++ just to study you know! But while studying online i was also chatting with Daniel. He is kinda of a nice guy but he also very not just very,DAME irrating laa. Dont know why also!
Today was my art and dnt paper, i didnt study last night at all. i took my paper but i didnt even read it cause i FELL ASLEEP. But i think i could do my paper. But the part where i had the most problem was the last page. It was kinda hard to draw dont know wad you call that, nevermind its over already. After school, i came home right away. iam like starting to hate to hang out after school. Then my sis asked me to go down our block cause yat is coming to collect his CD he asked for. It was raining heavily. He was cute when he was wet and dame cool. HAHA! soo cute. So sad my sis wasnt there :( He asked he to sit with him till the rain end. We talked shit and nothing more. Thats all laaa. Two more days till my exam is over and next week is my sister o's,
GOOD LUCK!
Tomorrow will be my history paper, hope i can study today but iam already kinda tired. Cant wait till exam is over!

2007-10-09T12:45:00.000+08:00

BACK to blogging, On sat naz called me :)) HAHA!
But then suddenly my sister friend called and like totally spoiled my mood, the whole night.
Then the next day, i didnt do much. I wanted to study for my math paper today but my dad spoiled my mood.
Why do people only know how to spoil my mood or am i just too much!
Whatever it is, i wanted to study so bad but i couldnt. I thought of studying at night but guess wad i fell a sleep again. Ok, enough about me wanting to study but couldnt.
Today my math paper was bad. I screwed everything!
Before the paper even begun i was excited but now iam feeling as useless as normal.
Wadever laa, there nothing i can do the paper is over. All i have to do now is be prepared for my other papers and hope that i pass my math!
Tomorrow will be my science paper i HAVE TO STUDY as i always sleep in science class. Still hoping for the best for my final year!

2007-10-06T13:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday right before i stopped chatting with NAZ, i went to bed like right away and 'forgot' to open my book and study. But i told naz i will study and i said i will. How bad am i!(SORRY)

Anyways, i woke up extra late. Cause my sis was not going to school AGAIN, but my mum woke me up but couldnt wake up fast. And i was taking a long time to get ready also! But made in on time AGAIN.

Anyways today english paper 2 quite easy laa, hope can pass. But Literature wasnt that easy, i still could do it but not much. I got the feel i will fail/pass! And after my exam i went to mac with friend and did nothing much.

Actually i was to follow some for my class boys to Geylang but i didnt cause i'll be the only girl there, like very stupid sey and wad will people think. Anyways i was to follow my girlfriend to park. But i couldnt ):

Came home & on the computer right away. Soon Naz came online, we chat like quite a while. i told him i'll be right back but he went offline till NOW [9.54 PM] he havent came online. Where on earth is he!
NNNNNAAAAAZZZZZ!!!

ok, anyways i really do love chatting with his. He is a very understanding and a DAME nice person. Actually i have more to say but i dont know how to put it.

After chatting with Naz and when he went offline but i didnt say GOODBYE OR WAD SO EVER.

I called AKIR cause i felt that i didnt call him for a long time but it has only been a few days. But if we talk on the phone we wouldnt talk much, but he will make stupid noises which is irrating but cute. i dont know la. i just wanna know how he really feel about me but i dont want to ask him, hope he reads this!

Had dinner just now and now iam hungry again, iam gonna be like this for a week i think, eating alot and all.
YEA WHATEVER, i feel that iam talking crap.
Anyways actually i didnt want to blog now. But i have nothing much to do and iam also waiting for Naz to come online. But if he doesnt '' i'll just chat with you tomorrow." OK, bye nightnight!

Wednesday 03 October - ~~Mother Tougue Paper 1 & 2~~

Thursday 04 October - ~~English Paper 1 & Geography~~

Friday 05 October - ~~English Paper 2 & Literature~~

Monday 08 October - ~~Mathematices Paper 1 & 2~~

Tuesday 09 October - ~~Science~~

Wednesday 10 October - ~~Design and Technology & Arts~~

Thursday 11October - ~~History~~

Friday 12 October - ~~Civics & Moral Education~~

2007-10-05T09:45:00.000+08:00

Didnt blogged yesterday as i wasnt at home, i when out with my sister and friends. And i saw hafiz also. We came home around 10++. I came home and used the phone right away, but i changed first laa. I wanted to blog but my sis was on the computer. So after using the phone.
i went to study for today's geography paper. But i kinda like didnt study. i took my notes and lie on my bed and i liked fell asleep in just 10min or so. But still today morning i woke up late, and i had to rush AGAIN, still made it on time for school.

Today was my english paper one and geography.
First was english i dont think i can pass very well but just hope i just pass. i kinda never study for geo,
during our break i wanted to study near the teacher's room but i couldnt because izyan was like tell all the answer to all the questions. Then i suddenly no mood to study.
But i saw rohini studying with a friend so i joined them. i could only study a little. Soon the paper was going to start i was soo scared i felt like i couldnt breath. But we cares.
The paper started easy but soon i couldnt do. But still i was the last one to finish.
Ok, whatever laa.
Just hope i pass my final year.
Tomorrow will be PAPER 2 & LITERATURE Hope it will be easy :D

2007-10-03T12:49:00.000+08:00

2nd DAY OF THE MONTH
and 1 more day to final year,
the stupid part is i havent started studying for tomorrow. Iam excited but scared. But i wouldnt be scared if i have study! but i didnt. And anyways tomorrow is CHINESE, and i dont think i'll do but if i do confirm i'll fail and all like normal.
And about today i came to school like kinda late as my sis didnt come to school then i woke up late. Cause normally she will wake up first then wake me up like mad, but today no one woke me up till my younger sis woke me up when she was going to leave the house. Then i had to rush to school and i hated it.
First period was P.E i forgot to bring my shirt and short for it but still i played. I dont know why but i enjoyed P.E today.
I laughing and looking at AUDI today, he was like so hot and cute laa. And i like totally love it when he swing his hair to the right side.
And after pe was geo i came in to class late. And i got a long talk by MR MOH AGAIN. And when the boys came in later then me she talk to them so fast. Like shit sey she!
Ok enough but today la i think.
Ohya and when i walk pass syaf she talked to me but i have to say HELLO to her first laa. She asked me if iam going to be online today or wad laa. ok, THATS ALL.
(iam feeling stress but not because i study too much, is because i havent start studying anything but i wanna pass really bad. Stupid me!)